"Why aren't your legs 90 degrees. SISSY IS IT!"

Hey let me tell you something if you happen to read my blog asshole.
SISSY is not a word of motivation idiot. It is a word of insult.
Don't know how to use it then don't use it!
You were an ex-jun yuan.
don't they teach ENGLISH idiot.

Let me tell you what.
It is a disgrace to our CCA to have a senior that call us sissies.
So i suggest you just stay at home or at your NS camp and don't come back.

NO OFFENCE. JUST WANTED TO RELIEVE MYSELF

clothes

Didn't post yesterday as I was too tired after NPCC training.

Today ,went for NPCC training AGAIN and came back home at around 2p.m. Then had a quick bath and went to play pool with my friends at SAFRA. On my way there saw Muru ,Yu Ting and some unknown people.

Then at night went out shopping for clothes. Spent around $150.

It is a short post. It sure is.
You know why?
Cos my life is boring.
I am bored.
I don't like to be bored.
I like coleslaw.
I like salad.
But i don't like vegetables.
And you are supposed to laugh now.
I hate to laugh.
I hate people that laugh.
HA HA HA. I am laughing now.

I dun like handsome people.
I hate them.
They always get the best girls.
But i am handsome.
You should also laugh now.
It was meant to be a joke.
HA HA HA.
I hate to laugh.
I hate people that laugh.
HA HA HA. I am laughing now.

I hate to repeat.
But i just repeated.
You are also supposed to laugh here.
I hate to laugh.I hate people that laugh.
HA HA HA.
I am laughing now.

Shit.
I just repeated myself.

I don't like myself.
I hate myself.
But I love the person that typed this.
I think it's a guy called myself.

Actually ,I don't like to type.
That's why i am writing now.
Typing is so troublesome.
You have to mind the CAPS LOCK.
The SHIFT and so on and so for.

Actually ,it was a lie.
I don't like to write either.
That's why I am drawing now.
Its better.

Goodbye.
I hate good byes.
Cos that's the time i need to say good bye.
So good bye now.

Back

Yes ,today went back to school. Heard people telling me that class was quiet without ME in class.
Yes...good... I am the life generator. Without me ,no life in class guys. No Life.

Today lessons were kind of boring except history. There were at least some life in it. The teachers drew maps of the area around Singapore. It was NICE.

Stayed after school to finish up on the classroom decorations that wasn't finished. Brainstormed on ideas for the buddy system tree. Have to report in school by 6.30 a.m. tomorrow to touch up on our ideas and finish it off.

I no longer have anything to say.
I am out of breath.
Every second is a torture to me now.
Just let me die quietly...

hope

Today didn't went to school because i was sick. But got too bored at home i went back to school after the lessons ended to help out in the classroom decorations.

After that I slacked with Xin sheng until 4+ and accompanied Xin sheng to go fetch Venice home. But on our way there ,Venice messaged Xin sheng that she had reached home already.FUCK.

And I went home myself. Nothing much happened today so there was nothing much to post.

I sure hope whatever that is happening now would be a good start.
As they always say ,a good start is already half of success.
The pain in my heart has been eased off a little bit.
But it is still not enough to make me feel like I was before.
Always feeling fresh. No troubles. No pain at all.
Right at this very moment ,my heart seems to have been griped by a devil.
A devil living inside me. Feeding on my sorrows and pain.
There is this passion. This fire in me. Telling me that what I am doing now is right.
It tells me to carry on. Carry on with what i wanted to do.
Carry on with relieving the pain in my heart and making it disappear forever and for eternity.

all for love

TODAY ,nothing much happened. Had NPCC today. It kind of sucks. It was purely boring. All we had to do was just tie some knots and slack around. Yes ,it is indeed good to have a chance to slack but it just wasn't the way i wanted for today. I expected some movements ,some actions ,to let me feel the pain go away. Yes ,it hurts indeed. I feel sick all over.

After NPCC ,waited awhile and prepared to go home. Then yuan ying was sitting there with her friend and shouted "goodbyes" to me. I just want to thank her for that. Then went for the doctor and just to find it closed. Closed for dinner.

Then i went home and had dinner and bathed and went back to the doctor. I've caught a cold baby. A cold. Nothing much after that. I shall end my post here.


I hope that you know my feelings. I sure hope you know.
There this pain in my heart. Only you can make it go away.
I know this sounds lame. I might just had copied it from a book or a novel.
But every word i said ,came from the very bottom of my heart.

slacked

Yes ,today nothing much happened in school except for that Mr Steven Lim whom tried so hard to embarrass our group.

After school went to TM to slack with XIN SHENG and VENICE. They both are really "xin fu" together. Then xin sheng so damn thick skin...call venice to lie on his shoulder...who wants to lie on HIS shoulder. So skinny. All you can feel is just his fucking bones.

Speaking of fucking. Venice has a real problem with vulgarities. Maybe not even vulgarities. Just expressions like "walao ,wapiang ,shit". She would do this loud "TSK" sound and then give you a face. Hard on you xin sheng. Hard on you

changing for the better

Yes , I am back and this time ,back with proper english. There has been some changes in my blog -the song ,the broken links and a new post. School life has started...still not used to it. And today was CCA DAY ,it sure had been tiring for me. But it was worth it to hear that there was at least 54 students that wanted to join NPCC. Surely enough ,it was good news for me. Though I was quite satisfied with myself for the day ,it was still not enough. I had to be better. Better than ever. And to the other CCA's ,good job for the day. You guys made the school proud.


Am i being stupid say this. Isn't the above post drama. Well ,I say that this post is GAY. Yea...gay. And the song you are hopefully hearing now is Don't stop the music-by rihanna.