hope

Today didn't went to school because i was sick. But got too bored at home i went back to school after the lessons ended to help out in the classroom decorations.

After that I slacked with Xin sheng until 4+ and accompanied Xin sheng to go fetch Venice home. But on our way there ,Venice messaged Xin sheng that she had reached home already.FUCK.

And I went home myself. Nothing much happened today so there was nothing much to post.

I sure hope whatever that is happening now would be a good start.
As they always say ,a good start is already half of success.
The pain in my heart has been eased off a little bit.
But it is still not enough to make me feel like I was before.
Always feeling fresh. No troubles. No pain at all.
Right at this very moment ,my heart seems to have been griped by a devil.
A devil living inside me. Feeding on my sorrows and pain.
There is this passion. This fire in me. Telling me that what I am doing now is right.
It tells me to carry on. Carry on with what i wanted to do.
Carry on with relieving the pain in my heart and making it disappear forever and for eternity.